Tuesday, January 09, 2007

Untitled Part 2

I forgot to include in my last entry that the guy has all my contact information. And the thing is, I have always thought that if he did like me enough, he'd make the move. I mean, after all, there's not much stopping him. He has everything he needs. But, he never did call me... about anything.

So now, i guess maybe, what I had was nothing more than hollow assumptions, right?

Then again, it also is possible that he has that professional integrity not to use his position to contact some girl.

My God! I'm just getting so twisted in this whole thing.

A very good friend of mine tried to contact him by adding him to her friendster. I don't think he'll respond though. He seems to be a very private person. Enough that he doesn't even want outsiders messaging him.

This is getting really difficult. I'm beginning to think that this much effort is not even worth it. I know I have the backing of my best friends, and I'm so glad. But I'm just scared that I'm wasting their time with this.

I think I'm getting obsessed over nothing. Parang di ko na kaya rin eh... Ewan ko ba, pinanghihinaan ako ng loob.

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